Sometimes, in our efforts to just live and make sense of our life, we take for granted the people in our life who are truly friends as we desperately try to hold onto the ones we want to love us.  In that desperation we try to express what we feel without being really clear about who or what we are talking about.  Sometimes, years later, we look back to something we wrote and realize the only ones who would even care are the friends we neglected in our futile struggle to hold unrequited love.  This piece was written in the hope of salvaging a marriage that was only doomed to destruction from the moment vows were spoken.